SchoolisHard, I understand exactly what you mean, and I have asked myself the very questions that you yourself struggle with now.
What made things clear for me in the end was my realization of how there is more to life than meets the eye, and that life is not so simple.
I don't know what your beliefs are, but you must know that there are things in life that you're meant to do, and things that you're not meant to do.
If you truly want to help others, the best thing you can do is to do the thing that you alone can do, the thing you were born to do.
But you won't be able to do it until you're ready; you won't be able to run your race until you're prepared.
The key is balance. You must accept that you yourself can do only so much, because you're meant to do only so much. Don't try to take the world on your shoulders.
Do what you feel inspired to do. Trust your intuition when you ask yourself what the highest potential of your life is.
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