 wow
Holistic your old situation seems alot like mine, the last chance I gave him he was good to me for 2 days, then one day I waved to a friend and he flipped, he even held three weapons to my throat in a span of two hours. He locked me in my bathroom and said this is where your going to die ♥♥♥♥♥, I was terrified....then he said I just want to talk and I looked at him in tears and he didn't even care, he told me if I didn't stop crying he would slice my throat so I had to stop, finally he left my home and when I locked the doors I said to him you realize what you have done here tonight, I gave you a last chance and now I am never looking back and I haven't. The funny thing is he said to when he left I don't love you, and why would I want to be with a 36 year old who has a kid, that hurt the most, I thought he loved me, but I don't care anymore what he thinks, I am hurting still, I did love him, hell I would have married him, but you know what I love MYSELF more.
Thankyou for your words
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