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Dear All,

i really need to talk with someone about this subject and i think this is the best place to have different views about this, i have a problem and i dont really know if it is truly a problem, may be it is something irritating me only and may be there are others who have same worries, shortly i have always felt that i am different than anyone else i felt something inside me differentiates me from others and i wanted to have a very different life then years passed and life just went normally. but this isnt the problem the problem is that while i see that life was boring i hanged all my lost dreams on my partner i want him to make for all my boring time, i want a different marrige life cant define how different may be very romantic may be um looking for surprises the most important thing is that i always blame him for being such like anybody else. and sometimes i am upset and i cant tell him why, he doesnt understand.