I don't suggest questioning your motives about why you keep taking him back right now. Right now I suggest getting away and STAYING away!
Angela is right that abusers systematically tear down the very person you are until you no longer even know yourself anymore. In my experience, I began to truly believe that I was the crazy one. Get away Michelle and stay away. You'll wake up one day and suddenly realize what a complete fog you had been in during those 13 months.
Good luck and take care!!!
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