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Originally Posted by lightthecandle  does this statement apply to anyone else? even if its good, uplifting music... if it has words in it I get really depressed and start obsessing over my bad past, and insecurities, looks, etc. I have an ipod, and although I have both classical music and other songs (with lyrics) . but when I listen to music with words, I get really depressed to the point where I just want to die (well, sometimes). the sad part of this is that I KNOW music with lyrics depresses me and yet I still find myself listening to it!!
I tell myself I need to be strong, and handle the music with lyrics, but honestly 99% of the time it just makes me feel worst.
anyone else with this problem or how to conquer it? |
I thought I was the only one like this.
In my case I listen to classical like mozart and bach helps a whole bunch. I also find more simplistic songs like The Beatles as cheering up and coldplay. Trance helps.
But damn when I listen to wideawake and casting crowns which I guess are supposed to be cheerful infact makes me feel worse. I get this "my life is so awful, how I wish it was different" thoughts and feelings.
But lately this hasn't been happening after I've been taking anti-deppresants.