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smallstar · 12-01-2006, 07:35 AM

== DAYS 17-18 REPORT ==

Food: Getting used to the breakfast+snack per day. What's the best, my appetite in the evening has already lowered. Status: 16,5 breakfasts in 18 days, 3 snacks in 3 days.

Hobby: CHESS. 7-8 years ago I played Chess on two clubs, twice a week or more. It's strange that I have stopped altogether. The return to reality was naturally that I got beaten by almost everyone, including inferior-ranked players. In addition, I seemed to lack the 'combat spirit' that I once had.

Status: 13 hobbies tried in 18 days, 7 hobbies left to try.

Misc: I got a crisis again. It seemed all of a sudden that a lot of my suppressed emotions from the past came back to me: the mixed hatred for an ex-friend, the lust for a certain woman that I never had, and lots of more. I feel like contacing all my old friends and making things up, but at least these two cases have already ignored my emails requesting for a meeting during the last year. (For some others, I'm already organizing a reunion.) Following this, my working efficiency has been terrible. I need an effective cure soon, I'm currently designing a personal ritual resembling the Satanic Rituals, hopefully it will help.

Mood: -1

12-01-2006, 07:35 AM	#33 (permalink)
smallstar Senior Member Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Helsinki, Finland Posts: 146	== DAYS 17-18 REPORT == Food: Getting used to the breakfast+snack per day. What's the best, my appetite in the evening has already lowered. Status: 16,5 breakfasts in 18 days, 3 snacks in 3 days. Hobby: CHESS. 7-8 years ago I played Chess on two clubs, twice a week or more. It's strange that I have stopped altogether. The return to reality was naturally that I got beaten by almost everyone, including inferior-ranked players. In addition, I seemed to lack the 'combat spirit' that I once had. Status: 13 hobbies tried in 18 days, 7 hobbies left to try. Misc: I got a crisis again. It seemed all of a sudden that a lot of my suppressed emotions from the past came back to me: the mixed hatred for an ex-friend, the lust for a certain woman that I never had, and lots of more. I feel like contacing all my old friends and making things up, but at least these two cases have already ignored my emails requesting for a meeting during the last year. (For some others, I'm already organizing a reunion.) Following this, my working efficiency has been terrible. I need an effective cure soon, I'm currently designing a personal ritual resembling the Satanic Rituals, hopefully it will help. Mood: -1 Last edited by smallstar; 12-01-2006 at 02:32 PM. Reason: Clarified: added the part in italics as a response to Personal Rituals thread