Yeah, freaks me, too. I mean, really. In the other thread I said just thinking about it, I could feel my blood pressure spiking. (And my stomach tightening up, my *spidey senses* bristling, my must-seek-chocolate alarm going off!).
I wonder if I can even get to the point of taking active steps towards treatment like NLP if I get such a physiological stress reaction just thinking about it?
And, aspiring, you're right. Of course you are. There IS nothing that can diminish the REAL me, nothing that can damage me beyond remedy.
Z - one thing your walls and blocks brings to mind, is if there's a fortress protecting a treasure, doesn't the very presence of the fortress invite marauders and thieves? Are we perhaps inviting the very hurt we fear by building our walls of protection?
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