Thanks alot aspiring.
So youve gone back
, I hope it works out well for you.
Going back for me is not an option now. I just wish I could be so clear minded as I was before he contacted me. Now suddenly because I was the one who made the decision to stop all contact, the rebel in me wants to break the rules. But this will probably only make me more frustrated- because I cant change him.
Im not sure we can be friends because as for now when Im with him or even talk to him there is always a part of me wanting for it to be romantic, and when its not it saddens me and reminds me of the "faliure" of the relationship. So you are right. best to stay away, now its even clearer