[Angelwings]

I want to change my PERSONALITY.
I m pissed off when people tell me i m INNOCENT. People just cant take me seriously enough. I want to be taken seriously and start behaving like a WOMEN not a girl. How do u go about that?
I guess, guys like A WOMAN not a girl.
What's being a woman like?

I ve been laughed at today during a 5mins video recording practice of talking infront of the camera and act out a scene. An actor laughed at me. Its not the first time when i give a public speaking, people laughed when i did my presentation awhile ago.

Anyway, i noticed that i wear alot of jeans. Maybe i should start wearing a dress. I think men like dresses- its universal i guess?

What's the universal traits/character people generally like? I m want to change my traits, this hopefully i develop a belief that I m MATURE WOMAN.

So sick of not being taken seriously coz i laugh alot in college. Maybe is my voice. i should be less cheerful when i talk,
God, i wish i can get a honest opinion about myself and the way i behave.
I wish someone can filmed me on my daily basis so i ll know what i look like.
So annoyed when i cant see myself.
There must be some traits everyone like. I want to be the girl all guys kill for. I mean literally all guys fall inlove. A good example is EVA LANGORIA.
Guys and girls give her a big star and everyone loves her and think she's the UNIVERSAL GUYS MAGNET. Do you agree?