Have similar experience
Unicorn,
Don't know if you'll still see this -but I also have a similar gift. I didn't know what was going on either. I went to Sedona and found a healer who knew what I was talking about. He told me to do what you are doing - ask my body if it's mine or someone else's. Release it if it was others and deal with it and heal it if it was mine. The protection thing I never got either. I recently say a healer who gets violently ill like you do. Mine is not that extreme. She showed me how to do it - although I think you have to practice for a while to get the borders strong. I agree that this is one of your gifts to the planet - at the same time you are not meant to suffer physically because of others pain. I also took a Reiki I and II class which I highly recommend. They speak of how to transfom energy into love. I will fill the energy come into me and I breathe in deeply feeling it inside of me. I then ask God (or Nature, Universal Energy - whatever you believe in ) to take the energy and transform it for the highest good of the planet into unconditional love and then I breathe the energy back out ...releasing it. It takes some practice as well and wouldn't have made sense unless I attended the classes. Also recommend putting out the intention to find others who can teach and guide you in your gifting. The universe will provide whatever you need.
I wish Love and Light to surround you always!
P.S. I'm working on protecting myself while sleeping.
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