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On one hand, I want to let go and move on but on the other, I feel that would only mean forgetting my mother and I don't want to do that because the memory of her is the only thing I possess.
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you never forget!! I lost my sister when i was 15 and my mom when i was 16.... you won't forget,
Healing takes time, and you can not put grieving into a tightly packaged box, it is filled with emtions and turmoil and conflict..... there is no absolute method which works for all..
go easy on yourself...... write out your feelings in a poem, it was very theraputic for me perhaps it will help you as well ... enjoy photographs... she is a part of you trust me on this one:-)
I think it would be worth conisdering a grieiving councellor , they are trained to help you not pry or harm you...... if you are not ready for that right now that is ok, but don't shut the door on the idea
(HUGZ) I do understand the pain of loss ....