There is nothing wrong with you!!
I am very glad you are getting help !!!! the process of healing takes time, you have had your bounderies invaded, eroded and violated and this fact alone will have you questioning your "worth" to the point of worthlessness! ... it is false of course, but this is what abuse does... If I can encourage you, please stay with the councelling, you need the guidance and support right now
abuse is horrible I know , I grew up in it, but trust me you are doing the right thing!!!!
if you feel that this social circle which you and she belonged to , is too triggering for you
you do have the right to part company from it.... and in time through healing i would bet that you will have outgrown it entirely, new experiences are going to come your way
new knowledge and i am convinced your life is going to be much brighter!!!
I leave you with a gentle hug! from one abuse survivor to another:-)
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