Originally Posted by mezameo
Nice to meet you all. My name is Marc.
Nice to meet you Marc.
I began to look for a way to leave a mark on the world.
You were, and still are just looking for a meaning in life.
You obviously know what it is you want, so evaluate it, ask yourself why
you want it, figure out how you're going to get there, and just know that these problems are just temporary just like that of those you've ever had, even though this may be tougher.
You say you've lost sight of what you want and have changed much, going to drastic proportions to "make a mark", I've gone through that myself, and honestly still am. Just focus on the simple burdens and gradually work your way up to what you want in life, aka, your "meaning." If you just stay persistent, what can honestly not be done if you don't? It'll be hard
yes trying to change your lifestyle that you've grown so used to, but you need to try, and if you get willing (which you are) you'll get there.
And be happy! Like my signature says, just look to what you think will be good tomorrow, not the bad, and you'll essentially never see the bad in it.