Well, its been a long tough, depressive few weeks, but I'm starting to realize that I don't need a guy to make me feel that I'm loved or feel better about myself. its true, I need to find myself first, get better (mentally, emotionally, and physically) and just take care of myself and be kind to myself instead of constantly wishing to go back to the past, or be the perfect person for him. I'm just so sick and tired of all this crap. its sooo not fun, when 95% of your thoughts are about him, and how inadequate i am for him and how I wish I could be perfect for him(I'm serious, unfortunately). but I'm learning to be ok with all this, everyone please pray for me.
thanks for all your replies, I read them all and try to learn and incorporate the advice in my life.
