 Can't seem to get over my ex
My ex boyfriend and I broke up about 4 years ago. I was 19 when I met him and we were together for about 6 years. Although our relationship was far from perfect, I am still really stuck in the past. I've dated other people since, but it was never the same. I feel as though I had a glimpse of happiness and without him in my life, I am just a ball of misery. Everything reminds me of him.. the smell of flowers and barbeques are even too painful for me because they take me back. I don't know what's wrong with me... dating other people is even more depressing because it reinfornces the fact that there is nobody else out there for me. I am extremely picky, and in my mind, he was perfect for me. He wants nothing to do with me now, which is the worst part of it all. At the time of our relationship, I took him for granted. Without him I still feel incomplete as a person, all this time later. I have no idea where to go from here, but I feel very sad, constantly. Is there any way to end this useless suffering and be happy again?  |