I strongly believe that you are unable to discover who you really are until you leave your family, friends etc for at least a couple of months for the first time. Especially if you're contemplating suicide, you should really find a way to leave all your past garbage behind and give it a try. One thing you may discover is how valuable your current life and the people in it are. Another thing is what and how you need/want to change to feel fantastic with your life.
Last edited by norbert; 03-24-2008 at 12:30 AM.