I'll rebump here. Dancer told me about the webcast on Oprah with Eckhart Tolle, so I've been watching that. On one, he says to ask yourself "who am I?" . This doesn't really have an answer but the idea is to go beyond ego.
I've been going through a lot of changes the last several months, doing PD. And I'm at the point where I don't know who I am anymore, which is not bad, I'm just moving away from the past.
So I'm thinking of this today. And I ask "who am I?". I get in the car and turn on the radio, and right there it's a guy who asks "what am I?". And I'm driving a little saying "I don't know who I am anymore."
So now I watch the third part of the Tolle webcast. And what does he say? That when people start moving away from ego, they often say "I don't know who I am anymore" and that's a good thing, and he congratulates them.
So anyway, lol. The question here is, "how far down the rabbit hole do you want to go?"
One of my intentions I write down twice a day is that I am noticing synkros and ENJOYING them, because it's a little uncomfortable. I don't think the ego can handle the experiences you get when you notice reality reflecting your thoughts. It's too different. I'm posting this to ground myself. I keep dipping my toe in the water but I have to remind myself it's ok to dive in and that I can handle what happens.  |