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Originally Posted by Rockchick26  ...Really,it just means you learned a lesson from it. Well by working out,i meant 'not ending' LOL |
Rockchick, you are like a frog in the blender!
Do you think a relationship "not ending" is better than learning a lesson? ALL relationships end or transform eventually, every single one, without fail. That's part of the deal. Relating with people -- being in relationships -- what do you think that is FOR? What do you think you will HAVE when you get there?
You struggle and struggle and struggle, because you are so married to the outcomes you want. Aside from the fact that that thwarts the Law of Attraction and gives you more of what you resist, it also creates a tremendous space of no freedom, both for yourself and for other people -- I would say particularly you are creating a space of no freedom for Mr. Rockstar. No wonder he stays away! He can smell No Freedom coming off you in huge waves.
After all your myriad posts, you keep insisting that you want a relationship, but every fiber of your being is resisting being available to one (I can just hear you, "But I FEEL like I want one!"). When you are really ready for a loving, long-term mutually beneficial relationship, you will focus on what it takes: being a person who generates availability, freedom, love, and connection. A person into whose arms your partner feels warm and free to step into.
First step: jump out of the blender, froggy! by which I mean: surrender and accept what is; let go of your need for everything to be just so, exactly as you want it to be, and for everyone to do your bidding; and allow for the idea that it's possible that the Universe will support you.
(....I know, I know....."Yeah, but...!!!)