Originally Posted by moonrambler
Let's theorize there really is a wonderful man out there for you, who you'll love like crazy and he will love you back, and you're very compatible with him, and will have a ton of fun together, and a very fulfilling life, and he will make you wonder how you ever could have thought this 'relationship' with this rock star was what you wanted.
How in the world is this ever going to happen if you are certain you would be settling for second best, that nobody will compare to Rock Star, and you're challenging God to prove you're wrong?
Whatever happened to "this, or something better" ?
Its hard to think there is anything better when you want something so badly. It doesnt even have to pertain to relationships,you can be talking about a certain car you want,or a certain job. Its just the simple principle that you want a certain thing BECAUSE of what it is,you dont want something different or even similar. And it's also hard to get to that point of wanting something this bad,i mean this is 2 years in the making,its just hard to change what i want when i've built it up this much. I've always been like this,even in high school,the guy i had a crush on,i liked him for 5 years,even after i graduated! It was only when he was killed in a car accident that i was able to let go and start liking other guys.