Well this neg occurrences continue a little longer than i would like(a year now). Yes it fell pretty real because i was in paralyzed state and i tried to get "him" leave my hand and actually "strangle" him if i only was not paralyzed.
I think it attacked my hand because it was weakened from lower energy, it did not stand above me to suck my energy but it was in kneeling position and "attacked" my hand and when i rebelled it tried to attack any exposed part of my "body" i.e. it was my head. The problem is when and try to meditate on light i get negative dark energy feedback.