Hi Amunti!
I sympathize with your situation. If I didn't have pure luck as well as family to bail me out during the transitions, I'd probably be in the same boat. I have yet to figure out the secret to supporting myself and finding work that I like and excel at. I can only recommend considering options such as doing online translations (if you are fluent in any languages), working retail, doing restaurant work, or working at FedEx or UPS.
Best of luck! Things WILL get better.
