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BEautifulMind24 · 03-17-2008, 06:35 AM

Hello Everyone,

I hope all is well with everyone. I wish you all the best with your travels in life and hope you all find whatever it is you are looking for.

The purpose for me joining is to communicate with people who wish to better themselves in every way possible. I often feel alone at times because I feel as if I am on this journey alone. I know that even among people we are alone. Physicall no, psychologically yes. It is the truth. We share common interest and thoughts to feel a connection with someone or something.

I would like to hold onto the thoughts posted here to give me strength to go on, even in the worst of times. Persistence.

I am 24 years old. I have been living 3yrs since this past January. I am not alive all the time. It is difficult to remain like this. Unanswered question arise too often on my quest. Riddles, waiting to be solved.

About me: (the word below have taken me years of struggles and victories to understand. I have endured tremendous amounts of pain mentally to be where I am today.)

The Past/Present-
I come from nothing. I'm doing something to get something. To be somebody. In time I would like to become the best man I can become. Through my failures and victories I become closer to this man. One day if I'm persistent enough I will be this man.

Present/Future-
I came from nothing. I did something to get something. I became somebody. Through my failures and victories I became a better. Today because I was persistent I am a better man.

I come to you seeking guidance. I seem to be on and off track more than Id like to be. I am living wrong. It comes and goes. It is hard to sustain success and remaining on track.

It hit me hard tonight that I have to back track and start my life over again. I have achive great success at a young age. Though today I am not on top like I used to be. I understand it doesn't last. Its how you choose to deal with this and begin again. A very difficult thing to swallow.

I know I have to go back in time to what used to work, to remain diligent and scholarly to rise again. To reach my potential. It is hard knowing I have to begin again. This is hard to very hard for me to come to terms with this. Knowing I have to start again, lost days and hours have passed me by.

I seek freindships and words to get me through this. I hope I can do the same for you. For I am not as self sufficent as I once was.

I know I will rise again and be victories in my battles and win the war in the end if I am strong and smart enough.

03-17-2008, 06:35 AM	#5 (permalink)
BEautifulMind24 Junior Member Join Date: Mar 2008 Posts: 6	Back Tracking Hello Everyone, I hope all is well with everyone. I wish you all the best with your travels in life and hope you all find whatever it is you are looking for. The purpose for me joining is to communicate with people who wish to better themselves in every way possible. I often feel alone at times because I feel as if I am on this journey alone. I know that even among people we are alone. Physicall no, psychologically yes. It is the truth. We share common interest and thoughts to feel a connection with someone or something. I would like to hold onto the thoughts posted here to give me strength to go on, even in the worst of times. Persistence. I am 24 years old. I have been living 3yrs since this past January. I am not alive all the time. It is difficult to remain like this. Unanswered question arise too often on my quest. Riddles, waiting to be solved. About me: (the word below have taken me years of struggles and victories to understand. I have endured tremendous amounts of pain mentally to be where I am today.) The Past/Present- I come from nothing. I'm doing something to get something. To be somebody. In time I would like to become the best man I can become. Through my failures and victories I become closer to this man. One day if I'm persistent enough I will be this man. Present/Future- I came from nothing. I did something to get something. I became somebody. Through my failures and victories I became a better. Today because I was persistent I am a better man. I come to you seeking guidance. I seem to be on and off track more than Id like to be. I am living wrong. It comes and goes. It is hard to sustain success and remaining on track. It hit me hard tonight that I have to back track and start my life over again. I have achive great success at a young age. Though today I am not on top like I used to be. I understand it doesn't last. Its how you choose to deal with this and begin again. A very difficult thing to swallow. I know I have to go back in time to what used to work, to remain diligent and scholarly to rise again. To reach my potential. It is hard knowing I have to begin again. This is hard to very hard for me to come to terms with this. Knowing I have to start again, lost days and hours have passed me by. I seek freindships and words to get me through this. I hope I can do the same for you. For I am not as self sufficent as I once was. I know I will rise again and be victories in my battles and win the war in the end if I am strong and smart enough.