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I feel like there's something else going on here with this job. There's something that you're not sharing about what you were doing, what your boss was telling you or how you were relating to something or someone there.
You said you loved the job and would often come in on weekends to do it. Did you NEED to come in off hours to get it accomplished? Was it appropriate for you to do so? What was your relationship like with your boss? How about your co-workers?
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Good questions.. I don't mind answering them. I was working for a well known publication. I had no family or friends in the city where I lived so I would work 12 hour days just to fill the time. My boss would discourage me from doing this but I loved it so much and had nothing else to do, so I went in anyway and found my joy while I was there.
Since I had just met my former boss and co workers when I started, our relationship was fine, I guess. I'm not a very social person at work but I do often overextend myself and I always exceed expectations so there were no complaints on the "Working" end of our relationship. I guess I could have been more sociable, but that has always been a problem of mine on any job situation, now that I think about it. I prefer to focus on doing my work rather than making friends.
Does any of this have anything to do with the recurring dreams? I rarely think about that place, except for the times I have those dreams. I would like to move on from it, but I guess I can't. Many people thought I was crazy for leaving and I have yet to find a replacement source of income.