I have to thank everybody that has been an encouragement in this thread. You know who you are. I got my two Rooms in order. Actually Blake was quite helpful.
I enetered both rooms and demanded that everyone get out. Then I invited the Holy spirit to come and cleanse my rooms. After ridding the upper room of unwanted guests. I then invited a certain spiritual guide to help me. And believe it or not, it wasn't my spiritual guide. He gave me advise and I followed it. Hopefully, it will be seen by the people mentioned in this thread and that phone will ring.
Until then, my rooms are a place for me to go to for some peace. Blake has become more of a citadel. Who knows, maybe he is my spiritual guide? All I know is that when I enter the rooms, he enters with me until I ask him to leave. Instead of a doorman in a black tux, last night he was dressed like Neo in the Matrix entering the Lobby. I felt very safe and in control with Blake there.
One thing that I felt while driving into work this morning was how good it felt having the support from the people in this forum. You see I grew up with Chris Isaak. Chris was my class president. He was the kind of person that was filled with confidence and you knew he was going to succeed no matter what he did. He was a "success oriented" person. But he also had the encouragement of a strong family and friend base. I now know how important that is. Since I lost my family at such a young age, I never knew what an advantage that was. Just reading that others are praying for me makes me feel 100 times more confident.
Again Thank you.
Ace Andres
The next Guitarist for David Bowie
