Originally Posted by uberinquisitive
It hurts so much, but I know I have to have true separation. Not just a break. But a true separation.
I have spent the past 2 days just crying my heart out. Alot of fear.
I wrote in my journal:
I'm in so much pain right now. I can barely get out of bed. Thank god today my boss is out of town, so I could stay home. I am so glad that my current job is so flexible, and I could take a few days off if I need to.
I'm so tired.
Uber, I give you all my hugs and all the love I can possibly have. I know precisely how you feel and not that long ago I was precisely in the same place. I am very sorry for you. If it is any support, I can tell you that it will get better with time, and once out of the desperation, you will start to appreciate the freedom your single life and new perspective gives you. It will get better. It will not always hurt like this. And when it ends, you will find yourself a stronger, better and smarter person. You will have your wings and one day you will fly, I promise.