first of all, jim thanks for the sentence where you say i need to get a life. i actually put a post on one website, looking for a friend. i was too scared before to make friends cause i felt like i had nothing to give, but i realized i can't keep on living like this, just complain and not do anything about it.
The cloud, i think it's both. too scared to leave,maybe i won't find anyone better. but like i said, going back home is not an option right now. i gotta make sure first i did everything i could. That was a good question: If he doesn't care about your emotional or physical needs, what about you does he care about? i think i'm gonna ask him that. maybe i am holding onto old him. guys you really helped me alot. thank you, i really mean it.
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