one random night a couple of months ago i read this
The Masters of Inner Transmutation - Inner Transmutation: The Road to Immortality and the Delta Signal its really crapily designed site so click on Zahor Program on the right, the article is long and fascinating and I didn´t know whether to believe it at first.
that night was one of the weirdest experiences of my life...
i couldn´t sleep at first, and began to listen to these guided meditation audiobooks to help me get to sleep, when i was in a relaxed state i began to have very vivid visuals of a very sacred spiritual place i have a connection to in Ecuador, i got hit by a flash of white light but couldn´t hold onto it
so after that i lay wide awake, its 5am and i was dreading getting up in a few hours, somehow i slipped into a dream but it was completely lucid, and more lucid than any lucid dream i have experienced in the past, i wasn´t plagued by any sexual desire and the world seemed more there, more physical, rather than something conjured up by my imagination
i began to explore this world attempting to communicate with what i think was my unconscious, all of these messages had been left for me, one was a letter on the ground, someone also rang me on this old black phone, i picked it up and had a conversation with something in a different language that i could understand from what little i can remember. i had to solve puzzles, like learning how to get out of one room into the other, and as per the advice of the link above i began to absorb different types of energy
sometimes i would start floating in the air, i would struggle against it at first then let go and let myself fly at sometimes incredible speeds with the feeling that if i dropped i would die, this happened a few times and it would always leave me in a different bizarre looking place
then somehow i unlocked something, perhaps my ¨joining point¨ like the article speaks of, once i solved this puzzle i woke up in my room into what seemed like the real world but in a more drab shade of grey, and i was still conscious of being asleep while i was awake in a world that almost matched my own.
so while i left my body sleeping in my bed i went and turned on my computer, my aim was to write but the computer wouldnt start because the HDD was playing up (it does this sometimes in reality) so i went for a walk outside and saw my street, i remember little more, i woke up soon after feeling ¨different¨, with the words ¨it will come¨ in my head, i felt more conscious of everything yet detached, similar to the cleansed feeling to the day after i drank Ayawasca in a Shamanic ceremony in Colombia. i felt wide awake even though i´d only slept for two hours
the article says if you can do everything in it include change joining points and absorb specific types of energy into yourself you are a ¨talented transmuter¨ i managed to do this without listening to the delta signal. for weeks afterwards i didn´t try to follow the program because its scary going down that path that is so different than everything we´ve been raised to believe
then one day i decided i would take that path, i tried to do everything the Zahor program speaks of, including listening to the Delta Signal every night, which would make my body vibrate until i fell asleep, but so far ive not been able to have another astral experience.
im wondering if i should just wait for it to come naturally again or actively try to replicate this experience?