intelligence and imagination is a double edged sword, when used effectively it is a force to be reckoned with but its so hard to learn how to do that
i had so many troubles with my overactive imagination when i was a teenager, the internal critique, always second guessing yourself, thinking ¨if this happens, then this might happen, if that happens, then what if this happens? because if that happens, this will happen!¨ and before you know it you are worrying about some ridiculous possibility far in the future
Amnar sounds fascinating, from what youve described it sounds a little like
The Gormenghast Novels: Mervyn Peake which are the most creative work of literary art ever written. Would love to give it a read