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Originally Posted by Ace22  Oh, lest I foget; I firmly believe that God is in control of everything. My timing is not God's timing. Like I said before, I've seen miraculous things happen that were more than coincidence and done in a fashion that I never would have dreamed of. So prayer is a big part of my approach. I, like many musicians, believe that all music, talent and all things good come from God. But again, God has His own daytimer. Yet if God blessed me with this abililty to move my fingers like an IBM selectric II *(shows my age) then He must have a plan for this well groomed talent. Something that may even involve a "greater good".
OK, I'll shut up and listen now. |
Ace,
A couple of things come up for me when reading your posts. Understand, this is just what I'm getting and may have absolutely no impact on your situation whatsoever, but here it is anyway:
You're fighting so hard to make this happen you are completely out of balance. LoA is fine and it's a good practice, but obsession over anything is never good. You yourself have said that you have suffered a break up three times over your "dream". I don't discount your dream, but if you focus on it to the exclusion of everything else, you will never acheive what you are truly meant to do.
You claim to be a believer that God has granted you this gift. You say you assume he has a purpose for this gift he gave you. Who are you to say that his intent is to have you tour with a big name star?
Have you asked?
Instead of taking the elevator and stairs down, try going up instead. Exact same process, exact same emotions, just up instead of down.
When you get to the top, ask whoever/whatever you meet if they have any help for you or can direct you to someone who does.
Those you meet in this state are your Spirit Guides/Allies/Angels (we use a lot of different names for things around here and I don't want to leave anyone out
)and they will help you. God may even answer directly. Ask them/him what they/he need you to know - not what you want to know. What you want to know may have nothing to do with what you're supposed to or need to do. Do not ask how to get a Tour gig; do not ask who you should seek out to get your "in". You could ask "What do I need to do?" or "What do I need to know?" You could ask what your purpose is. You could ask why you have this gift. But do not ask questions that make assumptions.
Try this and see what happens. It may help you.
Oh, and dude, take a breath and relax Try to get some balance back in your life. Cedar is great way to help you do this.
Let us know how it goes.
Peace.