Thanks so much carolove and everyone else who shared thier thoughts in something i am struggling very much.
It is so painful to hurt my parents i have to say. I feel so bad to be angry towards them in anyway. After all, they are my parents, and i clearly see they mean well, but it seems like my communication can never get through to them. In a way, it is kind of very scarey, and overwhelming, like how can this even be?
Thing is, my dad even says, i can move out, and he will pay for the expenses!! That is what kills me. And i think, i have to make this work, how can i "give up" on my parents, when they never did on me?
I know it is very emotional thinking, i mean, maybe some of it is not called for, and only makes things worse. But still..
Anyway, right now i have made a comprise and let them give their rules on me, and il follow them, whilst i do my own thing. I have to, because i really do own them that much. I would never want my own child to just give up on me just because of a stupid commication barrier.
This forum has given me a lot of help and insight to the person i am. Now i go to take action.
