Erin, though I like both blogs very much, sometimes I definitely like your posts more than Steve's, too. It happens when I'm exhausted, scared, tired or something like that. And Steve's "bear bombs" and "fireworks" can only make things worse. In this case, your compassion and kindness can soothe my soul. I recall myself, having a hard period, crying out loud something blurry (pure chaotic sufferings in the word form) to you through the post interface. And even before I sent it, I'd felt much better.
I think there's no competition between you and Steve at all. You both do your jobs well, in your own different ways.
Now about the lights. Sometimes I envy you, people, who actually see or hear something. As for me, I mostly imagine, visualise, and perceive (feel). Perceive "fields" or "auras" like electricity or magnetism, but in spiritual sense. And I'm still not sure whether it's just my imagination or some physiologic stuff.
Does it mean that I just don't have such gifts? Or (as I beleive), I'm blocking them by my own vibrations, sometimes low, like fear? (I would be scared to death if I'd see something paranormal for the first time...) Or some divine force prevents me from seeing what I must not see (at least, yet)?
One of the horoscopes said, that Capricorns (I am) have great magic abilities, but fail to use them properly, and can certainly end up falling to darkness. I've felt that idea long before I read this...  |