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Originally Posted by Angela  "I am worthless" and "I am bad." Those decisions, made by a four-year old girl, are running your life. Is it true? Are you worthless and bad? |
It's true that they are basically running my life. I've felt all my life as though I committed some terrible, terrible crime for which I am desperately trying to make up, not to mention punish myself further.
Oh how I wish I could honestly answer "No" to the second question. It's how I feel, deep down, in that dark empty space inside me. That absolute insistence that the answer is "Yes."
I know, what a confusing way to respond.