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acillis · 03-04-2008, 05:15 PM

OK, if you read my profile, this is the first lucid dream i mentioned.........

OK i wasn't lucid at first in the beginning but ill explain.......................
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i found my self, with my eyes closed, with my arms covering my head, and my body wrapped in a ball, i was so scared, because i knew, there was absolutely nothing there what so ever, but darkness in all directions....
i would then hear a voice speak to me, telling me to open my eyes and look up...
when i opened my eyes, i was plucked from ground level, to a very high height, when i reached this point, i was then pegged at what seems like warp speeds, i always awoken soon after..... scared stiff.............
BTW i was 6 at the time.......
anyway i thought it was nothing but a dream at first... but dreams don't come back and back for weeks for months........
well, how do i explain this......
basically, the dream repeated a few times like it says above....
and then, when i was there again, and when the voice asked me to open my eyes and look up, i refused too.....
i awoke normally

consciousness was now active......
when ever i showed up here, i knew where i was etc etc...
well this is where it gets stranger.....
sometime later i found my self there again..... but i did not hear the same voice... i heard the voice of my mother... asking me to open my eyes and look up.... you can guess what happened?????? the same bloody thing....
ill cut this short now.....
i trained my self..... to know when in the dark space.... don't trust a word!!!!
because, whatever was happening, some force was using all the peoples voices i knew in real life.... so i had to not listen to anyone!!!!!
i grew up around drunks.... so i learnt some *bad* words that i was using upon the voices i heard....
then it happened.
i was telling the voices where to go.... when i felt some type of whooshing sound... that's when i heard the first voice i heard... roaring and demanding i open my eyes.... i wont lie i was scared ****-less, but i kinda thought it couldn't touch me with my eyes closed.....
i basically told it where to go.... and felt it leave...... right then.... i don't know why, but i could stand up and open my eyes...... and see the void for my first time with out no fear....

thank for reading this..... ps, i have found my self there again..... my views are always constantly changeing on the void......

03-04-2008, 05:15 PM	#1 (permalink)
acillis Junior Member Join Date: Mar 2008 Location: Australia Posts: 12	My first experience with dream consciousness OK, if you read my profile, this is the first lucid dream i mentioned......... OK i wasn't lucid at first in the beginning but ill explain....................... --- i found my self, with my eyes closed, with my arms covering my head, and my body wrapped in a ball, i was so scared, because i knew, there was absolutely nothing there what so ever, but darkness in all directions.... i would then hear a voice speak to me, telling me to open my eyes and look up... when i opened my eyes, i was plucked from ground level, to a very high height, when i reached this point, i was then pegged at what seems like warp speeds, i always awoken soon after..... scared stiff............. BTW i was 6 at the time....... anyway i thought it was nothing but a dream at first... but dreams don't come back and back for weeks for months........ well, how do i explain this...... basically, the dream repeated a few times like it says above.... and then, when i was there again, and when the voice asked me to open my eyes and look up, i refused too..... i awoke normally consciousness was now active...... when ever i showed up here, i knew where i was etc etc... well this is where it gets stranger..... sometime later i found my self there again..... but i did not hear the same voice... i heard the voice of my mother... asking me to open my eyes and look up.... you can guess what happened?????? the same bloody thing.... ill cut this short now..... i trained my self..... to know when in the dark space.... don't trust a word!!!! because, whatever was happening, some force was using all the peoples voices i knew in real life.... so i had to not listen to anyone!!!!! i grew up around drunks.... so i learnt some bad words that i was using upon the voices i heard.... then it happened. i was telling the voices where to go.... when i felt some type of whooshing sound... that's when i heard the first voice i heard... roaring and demanding i open my eyes.... i wont lie i was scared ****-less, but i kinda thought it couldn't touch me with my eyes closed..... i basically told it where to go.... and felt it leave...... right then.... i don't know why, but i could stand up and open my eyes...... and see the void for my first time with out no fear.... thank for reading this..... ps, i have found my self there again..... my views are always constantly changeing on the void......