i don't know what to say in this

i guess ill share a bit about my self and what I'm into......
first I'm no-one special just a man, who knows certain things,
certain subjects.......
when i was around the age of 6 i had my first lucid dream, but it was a recurring type which altered my life in ways that hard to fathom, ill share that experience one day

and you will all see how it changed me so....
i didn't understand what lucid dreaming was.... i thought i was insane growing up......
but sometime in my teens i started to watch shows like, unsolved mysteries, sightings.... you get the drift

i was lured to paranormal supernatural phenomena, why i don't know!, mainly because i don't believe in anything else"_.....but only believe in the human experience...
i been aware of the term lucid dreaming around the time i was 15 or 16, how i come across it was quite Funny, i was researching astral projection and came across it on some site, and i have to be honest, i thought what is this crap??? lol, i did a lucid dream technique, and had my first lucid dream that nite!!!!! blew my mind let me tell you that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i still have trouble discerning the different between astral travel and a lucid dream, but i seem to be getting better, for in most of my lucid dreams my dc's are quite dumb...... there is a thing known to some as beyond lucid dreaming, i get the strangest feelings if i go there,the people i meet there feel real and are conscious...
there is one thing about lucid dreaming and astral projection which really pisses me off, i have battled dark beings!!!!!!!!!!! WTF!!!! no one warned me that that crap will happen

or ****ing sleep paralysis!!!! ahaha not one word of warning.....nobody told me lucid dreaming would change my life so much!!!
though i have grown stronger for it all

im not that mad

but it would've been nice to know the dark-side to it all as well, none told me i would get raped by a spirit, though i like that one!!!! hahah
nobody told me, i would get tortured by spirits

the pain feels real.....
well i better start posting some experiences huh!? hehe