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All is well.

I feel like it's because you've come this far and made so much wonderful progress that this is happening. The ego and the pain body and old pain don't go quietly. In fact, when you are getting close to sloughing them off for real, they scream at you ever more increasingly in an attempt to pull you back. It sounds to me like you are remaining conscious and vigilant. You are doing so well as I see it from where I'm sitting! This is perfect because it shows you just what's left to let go of and what it will take to live a life you love. Let go of what there is to let go of. Generate the good stuff.

Keep doing what you're doing. Do the Work on your feeling that you are not worthy of doing the Work. This is the moment of truth...when all your ego and pain is fighting tooth and nail to hold onto you...and all you have to do is acknowledge it and let it go. It has no power over you!

I love you and I am continually inspired to grow by your posts. Keep going!