Working in a hospice has been an enriching experience. I thought that by understanding dying, I would understand life better and hopefully the new understanding would transcend my fear.
Helping the dying, I learned a lot about life. But the new perspective did not last long to help eliminating my fear. Anyway, I am not really afraid of dying; I fear about living.
As I mentioned, I am becoming better recently. My key point was that there is spiritual advantage to problems in life and timing its right or when you have learned the lesson, you transcend the problem.
For me, fear has pushed me along the lonely and difficult spiritual path and now seems to be right moment to release my fear..I am already feeling good with daily affirmation. But in the past, no prayers seems to work.
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