If your resistance appears due to true lack of ability in an important area of your performing, it is something to be taken very seriously. You can be grateful to that part of you which says "Woah! Wait! Let's really learn how to do this right, before we do jump in the deep end".
Why not get some lessons to improve in the area where you feel insecure? This will do great things for your confidence (I speak from experience). If you find that your insecurities arise from other issues than lack of skill, it may be wise to seek professional guidance in the form of psychoanalysis or therapy. Resistance can have many causes, some of which may stem from further in the past than you may be aware.
Also, try imagining your dream scenario, then what the next baby step in that direction could be. For example, you say you want to be on stage more, maybe with a band, etc. Why not:
a) Plan and work toward 1-3 gigs at first, instead of feeling like you have to perform every night? You can increase gradually as you feel more confident.
b) Use Intention Manifestation and have the Universe bring a band into your life which suits you?
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"It is with flexibility and ease that I see all sides of an issue. There are endless ways of doing things and seeing things. I am safe." Louise L. Hay
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