why are you worried about what other people are doing or how you compare to others? we are talking about you, not everyone else. this is a reoccurring theme in your posts, you vs. everyone else. stop comparing yourself to everyone else! the truth is that everyone is unique, it's impossible to compare your circumstances with another. eliminating that mindset would do you a world of good. what other people are doing/living/being DOES NOT MATTER. what you are doing/living/being DOES. you come across with a very 'woe is me, the world is unfair, everyone else has it easy' attitude. i see you say this again and again and its troubling and in no way productive.
another thing i noticed is that you frequently like to say 'i honestly think i am _____' or 'i think i am ____',. why are you not simply saying 'i am _____'? your lack of doing so leads me to believe you don't really believe the things you are saying - consciously or not.
you can spend thousands of dollars and a lifetime reading self-help books, but that's looking to an external source to solve the problem. same with LOA. until you can look within yourself and recognize and/or embrace some of the things others have pointed out to you, those books won't be of much help. i would actually recommend taking a step back and re-reading your posts on this site with a critical eye as if they were posted by someone else.  |