hi guys, sorry this is a bit long
I had a reading with Erin about a month and a half ago.
I meditated before. It was very encouraging. but now I feel confused about it., about whether to take the given advice. (even though I have no doubt that Erin has phsycic abilities)
My main question was about my boyfriend of 8 months at the time which for various reasons I wasnt sure if I should stay with or not (since the begining I wasnt sure, b/c of our many differences). So I registered for a reading, and got one a few weeks later.
By the time of the reading me and my boyfriend had broken up.
Erin told me it was the right decision, that he was emotionally immature, lll find someone better for me, someone from abroad. She said it will happen as soon as I let go of my ex completely, Ill get into te right vibration to attract someone new.
Well... 2 months have past since we split up, and Ive met some new guys. But it hasnt been easy.
In this time Ive realised that what I want now is to start a family. I was not in a serious relationship for over 10 years before him, and I dont want to be alone anymore. I also realised that I was never fully present in this relationship. He felt that and it made him very insecure, which made us quarrel, I was also telling him what to wear, cut his hair etc... basicly didnt accept him for what he was. I realised that alot of the reason why it didnt work was me.
Anyway one day I was really missing him and sent him conciously a telepathic "hello". within an hour he wrote me an email "how are you?"
basicly we met after a few days (yesterday) , within about 10min I was in his arms. and I realised:
1)He still loves me very much, and really wants to give it a chance
2)I love him too
3)true love is not so easy to find
OK hes not perfect, but he really loves me and if Im honest I love him too.
for the first time hes taking responsibity for why it didnt work
(until now he was blaming me)
So now I dont know what to do...
Do I go with my heart and give us another chance. Or do I trust Erin's words, let go and wait till I find Mr man from abroad?
Maybe she was right, sometimes I really feel that.
but sometimes I think that Im just afraid of the real thing, looking for a bigger better deal  |