How can I forgive myself. Yes, I know Angela that I've been singing the same old song. And frankly I'm sick of hearing it too. Its just that I don't know what to do. Anytime I take any action with my friends or family, I end up making things worse. I just don't know how to; or even if I can forgive and love myself when my whole life is a mess like this. When the friendships that are most dear to me are thwarted. I hurt my ex-girlfrend very deeply apparently... I just don't know if I can love myself for that. Something happened between her and I that cuts too deeply... I can't let it go - I can't get it out of my head. I've got these painful memories and I can't stop thinking about them. I just want the pain to go away and leave me alone."
Last edited by Chado2423 : 02-28-2008 at 02:42 PM.
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