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Originally Posted by SonoranBob It really doesn't matter what you wanted. It's an illusion that life gives you a free pass because you meant well or earnestly desired something (even something "good"). "All I ever wanted" is just a nice way of saying, "I want what I want when I want it and when I don't get it I am going to pitch one hell of a fit, because my desires are all pure as the driven snow, ennobled and ennobling, and anything or anyone that thwarts them is unjust." |
That's not it. I just wanted to make sure that I was doing the right thing, but I'm not even sure what the right thing is anymore. Did I do the right thing to apologize? If so, then why do I feel so terrible?