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Originally Posted by Chado2423  But this is the thing that is bothering me the most. All I ever wanted to do is be a better friend to her. |
Right now, the best way to do that is to leave her alone.
The answer to how you change your life is simple, Chad: you make a choice. You decide, once and for all, that you're going to let all this stuff go. Give it up. Abandon it. Realise that it doesn't matter what you do, she doesn't want you back, she doesn't want you in her life. Let go of that relationship because there's nothing you can do about it. Take responsibility for your life. Own it. Stop going over what happened again and again and fixating on it. Honestly, it is a choice. I spent two decades with depression, being miserable and unhappy. In the end it doesn't matter what happened. What matters is how you live your life now.