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Originally Posted by CPUNeck  She could look like a used up rhino, and that certainly would burst my bubble, sending me back to reality  |
Maybe not burst your bubble -- maybe that would provide you with a feeling of enoughness! You're enough for an old used-up rhino. So then you'd just have to keep an eye out for the next time your old pain gets activated.... the next episode of "I'm not enough" confronting you. The next time won't look like an old used-up rhino.
The fact that you went looking for her, digging her up from your past, seems to suggest that your old pain is knocking on your door, trying to get you to deal with it.