Imagine this, you're sitting in the passenger seat of your car, feeling happy for just no reason, amazed at what your kids are saying in the backseat, thankful that you have the resources you have, maybe thinking of what to fix for supper for the family.....only to be interrupted by your husband going "You @#$!*@#% piece of @#$%#%$...nice job dumbass...don't you know there's a turn signal in your car for a reason???" or calling the people you truly admire demeaning names (just because he doesn't get it
).
I've gone through a lot of soul-searching over the last year or so and have been trying to live a life of purpose. I try to keep my "vibration" high by staying positive, meditating when I can, and just simply noticing the true joys of just being alive and appreciating and making the most of the life I have now.
Then here's my husband. He doesn't buy any of this and probably thinks it's all foo-foo. He's always making fun of other people, criticizing people he doesn't agree with, calling them names, or getting all worked up over people that "can't drive". Don't get me wrong, he's otherwise a wonderful person. Great dad, an extremely supportive husband and tries too hard at being a comedian. I think these little things he does are just manifestations of his insecurities and the need to feel better than others or to feel appreciated.
I would love for both of us to be thinking in the same wavelength spiritually. But how does one do that? I'd hate to sound like his mom telling him he shouldn't call people names or that he doesn't have to make those facial expressions just to be funny or to prove a point. I don't think men generally like being told what to do/not to do.
