CPUNeck,
Whatever you are feeling is quite natural. :-) See you are well settled in professional and personal life. And an element of unknown or excitement is missing. :-) Everything is sane, cool and predictable. For a while imagine you start meeting her again and try to rekindle the flame, it will be exciting for a while. But after that what? What if she again meets someone better than you? She had chucked you out of her life once she is very much capable of doing it again. You didn't seem financially promising once and that was the reason enough for her to trample your self respect without giving you a chance to excel in life.These kind of people are too smart for their own good. Just see where this attitude landed her now. But what if she has changed? Too late. She has blown her chance away with you. Life is like that.
If your wife agrees, take her to a sex councilor to undo the damage her father has caused and then go for a second honeymoon. :-)
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