Okay, I am getting more insights ...
There is part of me wondering if she does indeed need that big black scary monster inside of her. That monster was my reason for starting with personal development years ago. It has been my main motivation in self discovery, learning to love ... it has been the focus of my existence for years.
What do I do without it?
How can I be assured of continued growth? How can I satisfy the hunger inside of me that comes up when she is no longer consumed with her purpose of releasing the monster within? Who am I without my monster?
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