Hi, Kryptik.
Would you believe me if I said I can totally relate? Seems like many people are struggling with incongruity in their lives right now, myself included. What's important is asking yourself why you dislike (and why you enjoy) certain parts of your life. This is the beginning of self-understanding.
Also realize that high school is certainly not the highlight of your life. I enjoyed college much more.
Steve recommends journalling to sort-out your thoughts. Oh, look at this old gem I found:
http://www.stevepavlina.com/blog/200...-solving-tool/
Stay alive, man! You have
something unique that only you can give to the world. Don't pass from this planet without sharing it!
