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Originally Posted by xyz  Why are you thinking like this? Deep down you think that you don't deserve all this happiness ? For a while why not you try to help someone who really needs you? |
I try that a lot already, I mean I volunteer at the hospital, save people lost in the woods, etc. If I try to help anymore and put more people first I won't have time with my family anymore lol.
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Originally Posted by xyz I was reading your blog and other posts. Believe me, you are such a nice person and we need more and more people like you in this world. I was a teacher and I taught hundreds of students. But a student like you will be any teacher's dream. I very rarely come across a person like you. You are a gem. Keep up the good work and don't entertain negative thoughts. They are not worth it. |
Thank you, I appreciate the kind words.
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Originally Posted by Honeywith4bees First off, please go so a Doctor, right away. Reach out to your family and friends and tell them what you have told us. Do you have any family near by? Is your Mother close to you? Tell your Mother. Don't worry that any one will judge you, they won't, they will love you!
Do you suffer from Seasonal Affective Disorder? Could you get a light box? Do you exercise? Eat well? |
I saw a doctor today.. she didn't do anything but talked to me. Kinda sounds like SAD, maybe situational depression (things piling up without having time to recover). I exercise a bit, not enough, eat terrible cause I'm always gone and running here or there. Trying to improve, bringing healthy snacks to school and stuff. It's hard though.
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Originally Posted by The Cloud The way it sounds, this mood is a relatively recent occurrence. Is there anything that has happened to trigger it? Did you just wake up one day and realize that you hate your life, or did something happen? If it was the former, then what do you think it is about your life that is the most problematic? |
I actually like the way I'm going with a lot of stuff, I want to be a cop so I'm doing a lot of things related to that. It's mostly just too much, all at once. It's overwhelming, I hate the high school, I hate the people that go there. Like I said before, it's just everything at once.
Thanks all, I appreciate the concern.