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Michelle · 02-19-2008, 08:11 AM

Over the past couple weeks I've made progress in my development in leaps and bounds. The whole thing has been quite exciting - a dream come true.

As a side effect, of course, has come the release of some pretty nasty negative energy from my body. Normally, when I feel it is time to release it I go into the shower, sit and let the water fall on me like rain while letting tears flow, silent screams and other energy out. For some reason I feel safe in there and the water does a good job of cleansing me and the space.

Lately though I've been feeling something menacing and negative around the apartment in general. Something that definitely does not want me to progress, that is angry about it, that is stubborn and will not allow too much joy to occur. It scares me just a little.

I've felt compelled to use incense (have no idea why this works) and let fresh air in on a regular basis - but the negativity comes back a while after the cleansing is over. I'm simply not sure what I should be doing to protect myself or to get rid of the nasties that are fighting hard to hang on. And I would be very grateful for any ideas.

02-19-2008, 08:11 AM	#1 (permalink)
Michelle Moderator Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Nidau, Switzerland Posts: 1,179	Feeling Scary Negative Energy Around Over the past couple weeks I've made progress in my development in leaps and bounds. The whole thing has been quite exciting - a dream come true. As a side effect, of course, has come the release of some pretty nasty negative energy from my body. Normally, when I feel it is time to release it I go into the shower, sit and let the water fall on me like rain while letting tears flow, silent screams and other energy out. For some reason I feel safe in there and the water does a good job of cleansing me and the space. Lately though I've been feeling something menacing and negative around the apartment in general. Something that definitely does not want me to progress, that is angry about it, that is stubborn and will not allow too much joy to occur. It scares me just a little. I've felt compelled to use incense (have no idea why this works) and let fresh air in on a regular basis - but the negativity comes back a while after the cleansing is over. I'm simply not sure what I should be doing to protect myself or to get rid of the nasties that are fighting hard to hang on. And I would be very grateful for any ideas.