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Originally Posted by mochamajesty  Yes, I was freaked out...at first.
I still had to go on the interview. But...this interview felt "right", for lack of a better word. Before, when I went on interviews, there was a sense of desperation. "I NEED this job, please hire me." But this time, it was more like, "If this is the job for me, no need to be nervous." And there was no need to be nervous. |
Hey, that's the kind of thinking I need to adopt. I have more than the "need this job" thought but the solution is the same. If it's the right job things will just work out as long as I do my best. Negative thoughts sure are persistent though...
Even though I have had the belief that we can't do anything but our best at any time for a long time I'm still unable to put away my doubts. My major problem is probably that I'm in a feedback loop where thinking I'm not doing my best results in me doing things that are suboptimal which reinforces my thoughts.